One more year committed

2 years has passed with not a single word written in this space. I hardly know why I keep paying, by now pretty expensive, money to keep this space.

I am far from the person I was when this blog was created. Married with 2 more kids in the mix. Grown up for real now, over 30 and all. As I am in the trenches of postpartum and toddler hood I can hardly connect with the essence of who I truly am for the moment. It’s a lot of surviving and having little kids thriving that is taking up a lot of time. Thank higher mighty universe for me not doing it alone this time at least. Although it is still lonely some days. Having a husband is amazing but we both wished our supportsystem was bigger, more reliable and present. But I guess that’s not the path I am walking this life. At least for now. Of course I am still holding a glimmer of hope still, that this magical and lovely village that is just right for us, is out there when the divine timing is right…

Well, guess that will have to be enough rambling for know. Just to make that expensive money’s worth. Let’s see if it will be 2 more years again until I am here.

So long. ✨